Deus Vult

So i try not to get discouraged but it’s no use sometimes. life seems to be moving along great for everyone else i know but for me it is just frozen at times. seems that everyone i know is in a serious relationship and is either gonna get engaged, just got engaged, or is already married. so this leaves me wondering why not me??? i mean, realistically, i am busy with my own family and things i like to do but i still hate going places and being alone and seeing all the couples. im trying to be as patient as i possibly can be but i find my inward longings to succeed more than i wish they would. i know that God has someone great in store for me but i just cant help to wonder when He is going to reveal him to me??? sometimes i wonder if maybe im not really ready for a relationship and maybe i have too much to work on myself that i would epically fail in a relationship. other times i wonder what the heck am i doing wrong that i cant meet any nice guys just pray that i can have the patience God desires me to have (and maybe that He would hurry up with that guy?)